For starters, Fall is finally starting to come in, which is great considering the AC is broke and now if I open the wondows I actually get the chills. (I should probably explain that growing up in Miami, without AC, causes someone to get the chills at around 78 degrees, but whatever, here in SO FLA, once it hits the 60's it's time to pull out your sweaters and put away the flip flops). I love the Fall. Winter, on the other hand, sucks.
I've been semi drunk two nights in a row now. I never drink. Two nights in a row is a lot for me. On the first night, I actually got some work done during my loopiness, and my pictures that I was working on were the better for it. On the second night, I also found some weed (that's another thing I hardly ever do anymore), I was not productive in the least, although I did eat everything in my neighbors house before I went home to pass out.
But at least both times I have been able to sleep the whole night through. Depression was starting to set in. I haven't been depressed in so long I have been avoiding it taking hold of my brain through any means posible.
I think not making enough money or any money at all is finally starting to set in. The disaster in the house is starting to set in. Everything is affecting me, even the things that are happening to other people I know, that don't even concern me are affecting me. I'm ridiculous.
But um, they should legalize weed, honestly, because not only did it make me eat a ton, but I had the best nights sleep I have had in a long time.
Ok, think I'll go be productive now.
Cya
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there's nothing wrong with drinking on consecutive nights. it's the coolest... and you were productive on ONE of those nights, so that makes it even better.
i wish i was in FLA.
Around here, 60 degrees is wonderful weather. And really, how bad is winter there? You should come to St. Louis. We go from 100 in summer to -10 in winter.
By the way, how does one find weed? Was it under your pillow, or something? I actually just slept for 16 hours without any kind of chemical help. Of course, I awoke to realize I had wasted more of my life.
Not making any money, huh? I don't make much either, but I've found a way to get by. I should really open up the other half of my apartment for a roommate. Then THEY can pay me.
Hang in there; something will come by. Have you tried a job site?
Hello Ms. Isis,
You made your site more interesting than most. I see that you have a wide variety of lively observations here!
I’m sending an important message to people about God’s plans for us that is in the Bible: 21 YOU cannot be drinking the cup of Jehovah and the cup of demons; YOU cannot be partaking of "the table of Jehovah" and the table of demons. (1Corinthians 10:21) (NWT)
Very interesting observations, hang in there.
cold weather = boo
i know you have many readers, don't know if you remember me but I wrote to you when you had an entry about getting a master degree then you quit your job to do what you had a passion for which was photography.
Hope things are going well for you lately, if not try to hang in there. i've been struggling as well. keep in touch.
if you ever want to chat on AOL its the same as my xanga s.n. or hit me up on facebook.
Doing ok, or just really busy?
@GreekPhysique - Really busy. Have a job once again... and someone took the liberty of running into my car with no insurance, so trying to sort that out has been taking up some time...
@NeverEndingPie - Yeah, if I would rent out the spare bedroom I have instead of insisting on living alone, the money thing might be easier.... I think 91 is the hottest it gets here (so I guess South Florida isn't that hot...). Can't imagine what -10 would feel like... As for the weed thing, we ended up at some guy's house and he had this massive bag of it just lying around and he's like "oh look, there's some weed, who wants some??". And I finally started a job, now I'm just busy, and still don't have money...
@DBF21 - Thanks!
@supraaznnsx160 - Thanks! My SN is isis12800. I'm doin well, I'm happy, hope you're doin the same...